Curled up under a cozy blanket. The twinkle of the white tree lights. Finding Peace from the chaos of the last few weeks. A peace that could only come through a savior born in a manager.
It wasnt supposed to be like this. I’d worked so hard for so long to get where I am. Or where I thought I shoud be. Was this it? What will I do?
Maybe God has more. Maybe I’m here in this uncomfortable moment for a reason I can’t see.. But what I can see and feel is God at work. Leading me to lift my head, give grace and show his love.
What he has for me, I don’t know yet. But in the moment, in this space I will continue to work hard and be who he wants me to be.
No it”s not easy but its been somehow freeing.
I am resting in his word, soaking in the music of this season. Enjoying this holiday season for what it is. A beautiful time when Jesus was born. He too would grow up to feel an uncomfortable time. But he would stand above, following His calling.
I am trusting my father, His father. There is more to this journey and I am patiently waiting, knowing even if its scary, it will be Blessed on the other side.
Until then, I will decorate the cookies, sing the carols, share Christmas shows, go to the luncheons, dinners and Christmas Breakfast Brunches, but most of all find Peace in the lights.
Merry Christmas!
